Late night post 8-4-2011

I had some old friends over to see my house for the first time I havent talked to them in for ever it feels like but for some reason I fell really bad. I know they don't really like hanging out with me or talking to me. But I still really like haveing them as friends. I know I shouldn't fell so bad but I hate to think about losing a friend that I have worked so hard to get.